Monday, March 14, 2011

Summer ♥

A few more weeks and I'm off, back to Manila because it's summer baby!
This summer 2011, I have it all planned. I am going to attend a summer workshop on acting by Repertory Philippines. This is from April 4 to May 20, 9-11am everyday. At this rate, I can get a summer job at my aunt's advertising business again, working only on the afternoons.
Oh, I'm so ready for summer! I can't wait to meet new people and to try new things.
Summer, come quicker. I need you now! Come, summer, come!

GMs and Floods

What are GMs? What are floods? GMs and floods are actually pretty much the same, it's just that the latter aims to more people. GMs and floods are text messages meant to be sent to a group or a number of people. It's either to spread information or just to find people to text to.
Of the latter kind, it usually starts with a part of a song, a saying, or an experience. I like GMs and floods because it allows me to send messages to certain people, without them knowing that they are the one I am referring to, or without them knowing of the subtext of my message. It's an entertaining way to toy with people. >:D

Last Kiss

I teared up the first time I heard this song. The tone and the words were just so sad.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-yZmRAF0DeI

Last Kiss
from the album Speak Now
by Taylor Swift

I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go away
Away

I do recall now, the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July ninth, the beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms
But now I'll go, sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I'd roll my eyes and then you'd pull me in
I'm not much for dancing, but for you I did
Because I love your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

And I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I'll keep up with our old friends
Just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you you wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in the weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind

So I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips
Just like our last

My dad





Name: Constancio Rainier Genille Simpas, III
Nickname: Rain
Birthday: March 22, 1972
Educational Attainment:
A. Grade School: Ateneo De Manila University
B. High School: University of the Philippines, Diliman
Current Occupation: Call center agent (Teletech)

My dad. What can I say? He's the best. He's the best. He's the best!

Do You Remember?

Do you remember all of the times we had?

There are certain people who can't help but fade from your life. They slowly walk away, either because they want to or because the universe wants them too. But all I want from them, if ever they stray from me, is to remember all the memories we shared. May it be the fun times, or the hard times. I just want you to remember.

Do you remember all of the times we had?
Let's bring it back.

Too Much

TOO MUCH OF ANYTHING IS TOO MUCH.

Too much food is too much.
Too much Internet is too much.
Too much partying is too much
Too much resting is too much.
Too much water is too much.
Too much fun is too much.
Too much of writing is too much.
Too much laziness is too much.
Too much happiness is too much.
Too much sadness is too much.
Too much of love is too much.
Too much of too much is too much.


Stuck in December

The cool wind blows
But I always feel warm
Because I very well know
Forever, I'll be in your arms

December came
And we were invincible
Monday, the 13th
I never knew it was possible

There was nothing but love
It was all I knew
Nothing could go wrong
Because I had you

The day came
That we had to part
But a promise was left
To stay in each other's hearts

And so a kiss goodbye
That feeling, I remember
No regrets, no lies
Perfect December

And so the month went on
No distance could keep us
Everyday we talked
As if nothing was between us

The love grew even greater
And drowned in it, we were
But it never really mattered
Because it was you and me, faithfully forever

We came back, but restricted
Cut off from each other
We hate keeping secrets
So in lies, we were smothered

That night on the 6th
You asked me to stop
There was nothing I could do
Felt like a million feet drop

And the fights came
There was nothing but tears
All the hurt and the pain
Of words kept unclear

All the promises and the hopes
All the words let go
It means nothing now
And that makes me feel so low

And so here, I found
Nothing was forever
And dreams couldn't come true
I learned that from you

We tried to make it feel
As if there was nothing
But we couldn't deny it
Because our love was really something

We missed it all
That was for sure
But we couldn't fall
Back into that love, so pure

But now you've found another
I'm happy for you, it's true
But I'm still wishing for that tiny chance
That you'll remember me too

Come back and let's start
Do it over again
Remember that feeling
Fall in love with me again

But I have to let go
For me and for you
But how can I move on
When I'm still in love with you

And so life goes
No mercy, no pride
I walk this thin line
Not looking to your side

I guess what hurts most, I can say
Is knowing that we couldv'e gone all the way
Now, I can't help but remember
Everything we had, still stuck in December.